End of Thanksgiving weekend

As I sit here and write this blog I am finally experiencing Pandora. I am so behind on the times. I am also typing this blog from my new IPAD! I am in love with this thing. It is amazingly fast and there are still so many things to discover. I also bought a case with wireless keyboard that helps me type easily for long things like this. I can't believe how fast this "long" weekend went. Wednesday afternoon was filled with running errands picking up Tims cousin Leo. He wanted to stay at our house weekend, which was totally fine with us! I was also able to make an appt with the Oral Surgeon. I have been putting it off forever cause I am scared, and I am a dental assistant! What a wimp. Well since I am a dental assistant I am having the procedure done for free. I think I will bring them a fruit platter or something. Thursday was full of Turkey, literally. We first spent the morning at Tims family watching our packers play and win of course! Then we went to my moms for Thanksgiving. She cooked the whole meal her self! She did an AMAZING job! My mom and I braved Black Friday although we were both not really looking for anything but it felt wrong not going. My mom then the following morning went to my favortie doctor at the moment no matter how much they poke and prawd me, my fertility Dr. Craig. After that appointment I felt happy and reassured something should be happening very soon. And also a little sore from the injection they gave me. I did some more shopping by going to Dolce Salon and Spa getting "hunies" which were $40 and I get $100 worth of service. This is also the day Tim came home from work and suprised me with my ipad! Saturday my good friend Nicole had a Taffy pulling party. Bascially it was great girl time. The taffy part didnt work in our favor that day. Oh well it was funny to laugh about it. Then of course Sunday is filled with football. But this Sunday was filled with me reading through the Hunger Games Book 1. OMG, this is amazing book and ordered the next two right away. Yes I can now order them straight to my ipad but I like holding books. I guess I am old fashioned? So usually this is the weekend people bring out all of their Christmas decorations and put up lights. For some reason this year I am in the Christmas spirit every where but in my own home. I dont feel like putting up our tree or getting out any decorations for that matter. I stare now at the onsie that says "babys first Christmas" that I had bought back in March for .75 cents, anticipating our first child. I wonder if deep down this is why I dont have the urge to get all the Christmas gear out this year because it feels empty. I am hoping/better be celebrating next Christmas as a family of three. I honestly dont know how much longer Ill be able to take it. Everyone keeps saying all will be fine, it will happen when its supposed to etc. Of course I love people caring but in reality it doesnt help me feel any better. Alright enough of my sob story.. Until next time, XoXo JLo